Stoned Ego Freak

i got so stoned
i forgot to laugh
at myself while i instead
inside my head
shuddered at the dread
of my convictions

in my world of worlds
where i have it all
i count high those who fall
and bend to my rule
with every wave of my hand
while i weave us through
my little wet noodle

which gave pause
to give pause

and still does

in my mind